Hey Everyone,

I figured since everyone else has been putting this in their journals I may as well include it to. I, like others, can't really believe that Michael Jackson is dead...let alone the guy was 50! (dude my parents are 50)I am truly hoping he died of natural causes like a heart attack which everyone is thinking what happened anyway. Yeah near the end of his life he got a lot of bad press for the child touching, and being a bit eccentric....ok not a bit but very...or extremely. However, regardless of that he was a great performer, wonderful artist, and had great vocals at one time. Hopefully everyone will remember the good he did music wise and charity wise and forget the bad as there is no point in dwelling on it.
Also, before we lost Michael we lost Farah Fawcett at age 62 who had been battling with cancer. They had been expecting her to go since April or March, but either way it is truly sad. She was a beautiful woman who too did her fair share of charity work up until the end of her life.
Also, before we lost both of those stars we lost Ed McMahon at age 82! Ed McMahon had been battling with different health problems and it was expected to come as well but none the less it is still very sad. He was a great man that served in WW 2 and the Korean Conflict for the USA. He too did a lot with his life, various charities as well.

Now with my life! I have a job finally...though it is not much of a job. I am selling Life insurance in Alabama. I am surviving solely off of commission X.x.... So far so good though. Currently studying my ass off to be ready to take my test to get my permanent license. Hopefully I can do this and make enough money till a better more permanent job. My husband wants me to go back to teaching even if it is to go back teaching at the school I was just fired from...however...I really really really really do not want to go back there...it almost throws me into a panic attack at the sheer thought of having to back to that damn hell hole. Here are my fingers being crossed that I do not have to go back there.